Chapter 43

We were now lying naked in each other’s arms on her bed with her face on my chest. I asked “so Uma, have you made up your mind to continue with papa”? She said “yes Krishna, see when papa is gentle, he is very good. And this way mummy will also not have to suffer any more pain”.

We both had a hearty laugh at Uma’s last words. I raised her face and looked at her, I asked “so what now”? Uma looked at me smiling naughtily. She said “what do you think” winking at me.

I said “after that crazy marathon session you had with dad, you still want more”? Uma blushed and buried her face in my chest, she said “I wanted more even then but I wanted to do it with you only”.

I said “you are really unbelievable Uma, after all that you still have the energy for more”? She said “yes I always have the energy for more with you. There is no way I will let you go to bed without taking care of your needs”.

Uma already was stroking my erect cock while saying that last sentence. I asked “so why did you decide to lie to dad about us”? Uma said “see Krishna, I consider our relationship to be very sacred, as sacred as my relationship with my mama”.

I asked “so what does that have to do with this”? She said “you mean the world to me. You have given me what no one including my mama was able to give me. You have taken care of me like no one else”.

I interrupted her, she cut me and said “wait I am not done yet, I know in the near future you will get married to a beautiful and lucky woman but that will still not change my feelings for you”.

I said “but we will not be able to enjoy like this then”. Uma said “do you really think I am only talking about the sexual pleasures we have both enjoyed and continue to enjoy”?

I said “then what else”? She said “I already said what you mean to me. Yes, sex is wonderful between us but it is not the end of the world for me. As long as I am around you and get a chance to serve you, that is all I need”.

I was loosing my cool at this irrational discussion, in an irritated tone I asked “so what will you do then? Use the carrots and cucumbers from the fridge like you told dad”?

Uma pulled my face towards hers, she looked into my eyes. Her eyes were moist, she answered in a hurt tone “did I say something so wrong that you are talking to me so irritated like this”?

I realised my mistake and quickly said “I am sorry, but I did not mean that. You are being so impractical, so that pissed me off”. Uma with tears in her eyes now still looking into mine asked “what did I say to piss you off”?

I grabbed her by her back and pulled her up to me so that her face was inline with mine. I kissed her tears, then said “well I don’t know about you, but I will not be able to live without you. Please understand, you also mean the world to me”.

Uma said “please promise me Krishna, if your parents find a girl for you to marry then you will not refuse and go ahead with it”? I said “yes I promise to go with her if that girl is only you”.

Uma stared at me in disbelief at what I had just said and stayed like that for a few seconds. Then she buried her face in my chest and burst out crying like crazy.

I did not stop or console her this time and let her be. After sometime her sobs reduced, she looked up at me. She asked “you really love me so much”?

I held her face and gave a quick kiss on her lips, I said “yes, much more than you can even imagine”. Uma said “but this is a sin because of our different social stature and not acceptable in society”.

I said “we will cross that bridge when we get there”. She said “if you love me so much then how can you even tolerate me enjoying with others including your dad”?

I said “well Uma, let us just think that my heart and brain are not connected when it comes to you. I love you yes, but I also realise that you have needs and what makes you happy”.

Uma interjected, now I cut her off. I said “as long as we are honest and transparent to each other, I am fine. It does not matter who you are with, as long as you tell me what happened”.