Chapter 16

With shame plastered across his face, he said “I am sorry Sarita, it is all my fault”. I added “say that you are sorry that you were about to slap me”. He said “yes I am sorry for that too”.

I shouted “I did not hear it, say the exact words”. He barely whispered an apology, again I shouted “say it loud”. He said “I am sorry that I was going to slap you”.

I looked at everyone, I said “except for how to operate the washing machine did anyone feel it necessary to call me. This clearly tells me I how insignificant I am to all of you. Thank You”.

There was complete silence in the room because today was the first time I had spoken up. I continued “I am sure the kitchen and house will be a mess, make sure it is clean the way I left it before I wake up in the morning. I am tired and going to bed now”.

Everyone left, I changed into my normal nighty and put all my stuff in my wardrobe. Then I went to sleep, I checked my cell. There was a message from Putta “missing you loads Munni” followed by kisses.

I replied “missing you too hubby darling” with lots of kisses. He said “cannot wait to meet you again for ‘tuitions’ tomorrow”. I replied “do you really think you will be able to study when you come here”?

He said “yes Munni Darling, I will study you from head to toe repeatedly”. I said “remember our deal, you have to study seriously to have me”. He replied “deal, now good night and sweet dreams” followed by lots of kisses.

I too replied the same and tried sleeping. It was past 11pm now but no signs of my Ex, anyway I was past worrying or caring so dropped off to sleep. I woke up next morning my usual time, Ex was sleeping on his side of the bed.

I finished my yoga, bath and then prayers. I was again wearing jeans with a pink top with matching inners. I was wearing everything my darling Putta had gifted me.

I went to the kitchen and saw everything was actually cleaned up, I looked around the house and everyone had done a remarkable job. Guess the anger dose I gave them last night worked wonders.

I settled on the sofa with my morning coffee. Soon everyone was up, they still looked shocked seeing me in these clothes but kept did not say anything. I said “thank you for cleaning up nicely last night”.

Finally, my children smiled, that was all I needed. I wanted things to be normal again. Both of them kissed me on my cheeks and went to get ready. Ex also got up and came to the kitchen.

He hugged me from behind while I was preparing breakfast and lunch boxes. This was the first time ever he did this. He said “I am sorry for last night. I am really sorry”.

I looked at him and said “the things you did and said last night cannot be forgiven with a ‘sorry’. I will never forgive you ever for it, so stop trying”. He quietly left and I got back to my work.

I served them breakfast and waited for them to finish. My daughter said “mom you are looking very pretty, please don’t go back to wearing sarees again”. My son said “yes mom you are looking very nice. Why are you not having breakfast with us mom”?

I said “I am getting your lunch boxes ready in time, so don’t worry, I will have it later”. I liked the change and especially the compliments for the first time ever.

It sure felt really good. Rest of the day was routine but I still managed to watch the videos and finger myself to a few orgasms. Then the first batch of tuitions started.

All the kids were surprised to see me in jeans for the first time and they all complimented me. Then it was time for Putta, I quickly changed into a skirt for him before he arrived.

Today also as soon as he came in and locked the door we both went crazy like wild horny lovers. Despite my own rules we still had two thrilling rounds of love making.

Then we got to studies followed by one more round before he left. He had surely lifted my sprits leaving me in a very happy mood. I continued wearing the skirt only when my children arrived.

My son whistled looking at me, he said “mom you are looking really hot, please don’t step out dressed like this or you will cause many road accidents”. My daughter also added “I don’t think dad will recognise you today”.

I thanked them and got back to my kitchen duties. My Ex called saying he would be bringing dinner, I told him I was half way thru already and he was late.

I could see he was trying to make up for last night but I was now more firm than ever in my resolve. I was determined to leave him and there were no second thoughts about that.

When he reached home he seemed to be in shock when I answered the door. He definitely wanted to say something but remained speechless. Meanwhile I had already gone back to the kitchen.

I could hear some murmurs and chuckles between him and the children during their daily together time. I couldn’t hear what it was and I was not interested in finding out either.

His actions from last night especially his attempt to slap me was the last nail in the coffin of our relationship. At night he nudged me for sex, I said “after last night’s actions, you have permanently lost that privilege now. Consider yourself lucky that you are still sleeping in this bed instead of the couch”.

He was not happy to hear but I did not care and rolled off to sleep. BTW this house we are all staying in belongs to me because it was gifted to me by my parents.